| Yeah so thanksgiving was hella lame and shit just chillied at my folks house then i went to my homie and his sisters house i have been here ever since...haha but yeah i am just chillin and watching TV i'll update later if i get a chance | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Hed PE-waiting to die | | Subject: | I hate cops | | Time: | 01:23 am | | Current Mood: | nervous |
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| Yeah so like i got home hellsa early tonight,like 10:30.and Kristyna and james came and hung out for a while.then like at 11:30 my friends called(Trevor and Jesse)and were like "yeah we are comin over".so i was like "ok but hurry because I am tired and i don't want to sit around and wait for hella long".so like after like 2 minutes Kristyna and james left.so i was waiting by the window and i saw a couple of cops drive by and i thought "watch trevor and jess get busted for somethin tonight" and then the phone rang and it was jesse i guess they had stopped by jesse's to switch cars and like jess went inside and when he came back out trevor was sitting on the curb surrounded by cops.someone had called the cops because they thought someone was trying to break into the neighboors trailer.It wasn't trev but he was there so they Questioned him.He just got out of Prison last week so i was trippin off that. but now he is on the phone like ok i am still comin over.But now we can't find jesse.i dunno. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Jimi Hendrix- Hey Joe | | Subject: | Just chillin' | | Time: | 05:30 am | | Current Mood: | awake |
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| So i haven't been to, um,"Religious" about updating my LJ so i will do it right now
i have been hangin out at Jeanne's new house she moved out on Friday it's a mobile home,but it's still pretty cool And Felicia supposedly went home She has been on the run for like a month
um i was at Chris' house all weekend Went surfing with his mom last night in Santa Cruz We were at Pleasure Point my arms are so sore and i have bruises all over i got smacked in the ass hella hard with a surfboard
Have court on thursday. i am kinda nervous i have a reason to be too I have been "avoiding" my P.O not for any good reason, just because
But yeah i think that is it for now Love ya'll Oh yeah and Kristyna & James are on their way back YAY!! | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Led Zepplin-Stairway to Heaven | | Time: | 11:53 am | | Current Mood: | drunk |
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| Yeah so like i hella havent been updating my livejournal but i will today I am pretty tired Halloween was hella lame but i got to spend it with chris yay he was hella super stoned and i was laying on the bed curled up in pain cause my tummy hurt no weed for me though i was good last night i have 5 days until i get off probation ahhhhhhhh!!!!! yeah well peace out my niggaz haha i am so not black | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Time: | 10:08 am | | Current Mood: | restless |
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| | Yeah so i got in touch with two of my old friends and like i have been hangin out with them for the past week. James and Krityna have been totally bitter towards them and like trash talking them and they haven't even met them. It is really pissing me off. On the other hand, it has been really cool hangin with them. They are so funny. They are my little gang bangin' friends.Well They aren't really little but yeah. And they are just fun to hang out with because they have known me for ,like, ever and we went to school together and they always make me laugh and yeah i have to go pee in a bottle now. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | A Perfect Circle-The Noose | | Subject: | Hard day | | Time: | 01:02 am | | Current Mood: | sad |
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| | I am having a really hard time right now. I am just really stressed out and my emotions are on edge. I keep crying about nothing and that is so not like me. I really hate to cry. It makes me feel like a bitch. I started smoking cigarettes again, And just can't handle shit rightnow. Like the other day, I was going to take a playstaion game to my BF's house and my Bro wouldn't let me so I flipped out and Broke down the screen door and broke a big ass piece of wood against the side of our house. But the worst was right now. I didn't flip out or anything,But I started hella crying. See,I was adopted,right..And I was watching this thing on MTV about people being adopted or whatever and this chick was giving up her baby. It Just made me feel Horrible to think of what I had to put my birth mother through because this girl wanted to love this baby so much,well I mean she did but she wanted to be able to be there. But she just wasn't able to give him the kind of life that he deserved. And I was just Balling<---?I am just soo stressed and I also have some other stuff goin on but yeah I just had to write about it. I am done now. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | I am SOOOOO effin tired. I just woke up like 20 minutes ago. I swear. Blah. so. Yeah I need tons of help with my LJ so if anyone knows a bunch let me know. like posting in different places and stuff like that. But yeah. AHHHHH. I am tired. I'll put those pictures on later. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Well I went to an Alan Jackson Concert Tonight. People always make fun of me because of the music I listen to,But fuck them.It was awesome.It was at the Shoreline.It was sooooo cold. so many cute cowboys:)) REALLLLLYYYY tight pants. All you emo folks woulda liked them pants. hehehe. jk jk. no but seriously, me and my mom were making fun of this guy because he could barely walk because his pants were so damn tight. It was Rad.You could totally see his package. OH OH, and We were sitting behind two gay dudes. hehe. So silly. I hate america. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| Really bored.Tired too.I think I am becoming anorexic, but Me and james and Kristyna had this coneversation last night and they dont think so. I dunno.But a month ago I weighed 150 and today i weigh 119.And I am not even doing drugs anymore. yeah. I am just really really tired.I think I should eat something.Maybe some fruit. Oh and I went through Like a million pictures(no kidding) and I will post them. They are sooo funny.They are of me and kristyna like when we were little and all the way up until now but ill take my time posting them all at once would be boring | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Time: | 11:49 am | | Current Mood: | accomplished |
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| YeeYa My LJ is The Coolest. It is all Orange and black which happen to be my favorite colors. James helped me do it last night..Yeah I am Gonna start making my LJ more...UM excitable. HA HA I dunno.Sooo.yeah.
( Not Yet So Excitable ) | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| So I went to court on Thursday and I am happy to report that I will be released off of probation for good on November 6th. Yay!! For now I am still on curfew and need to be good. I have been hangin at Chris' house, like, everyday. He is teaching me like everything there is too know about cars. Yesterday we worked on his truck. We are just waiting to get a new plug for his fuel pump.um yeah like half of you even know what i am talking about. But tomorrow we are gonna put his old seats in the camaro so he can take me for a ride.(the 69) yeah but um i am doing pretty good just tired | comments: Leave a comment  |
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Dude It is so Orange and Black!!! I love it But it is a '68 and it's a Z28 but it is still beautiful my teeth hurt I have court today at 1:30 They will be telling me what is going on like if I will be getting off Probation before I am 18 or what.Yes everyone I am not yet 18. but If they say yeah I might be off by November.so that is awesome.stay tuned for more | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | The Cure-Killing An Arab | | Time: | 10:27 am | | Current Mood: | embarrassed |
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| So I haven't written for a couple of days. Um,I went to the Dentist and got the kit to start my bleaching and like I already have hella sensitive teeth, so now they hella hurt. it sucks sooo bad.i don't even want to eat. I have been going on Nintendo game hunts with Kristyna and James.That has been fun.We have been playing hella games. Oh yeah, I went to Frisco on Thursady. It was cool. We just hung out. went up to Twin peaks and looked at the city and then went to James' house and sat there for like an hour then went to IKEA. That was awesome.um, I am in the Process of Buying a new car. well not new. It doesn't even have an engine in it but that is the best part. I am gonna' restore a Camaro.YAY!!!I found one down the street from my house and I am soo siked. I was on the phone with a boy for over 3 hours last night:) we have had "crushes"on each other sice we were little and he told me he did last night. It was sooo cute. I was blushing. I like boys:)But I Like cars too. But I better not ride in cars with them:-p | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | If I had it I would be listening to Kenna<------HA HA | | Subject: | I feel so Ignored | | Time: | 07:19 pm | | Current Mood: | chipper |
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| No one loves me haha just kidding so yeah I have had a pretty good week um i have been chillin with James a lot since stupid(j/k)kristyna is always working No actually that is awesome I remember when we were little and we wanted to work at the mall and stuff and now she does.
She is cool. ya know? yeah my P.O. said that since I am gonna be taking Night classes, I can get a day job so i think i will take him up on that because i need to pay for my dental bills I dont have dental insurance and i am getting my teeth fixed all special like $500 a tooth!!!!
Yeah um Kristyna and James have decided that I should cut my hair like this really cool wig that I was wearing but I wont do it because I am a chicken And because it took me over three years to grow it this long(just passed my shoulders)
Well,Yeah I feel neglected or whatever the word is because the only peple who sign my LJ are James and Kristyna. I am a loser so that might have something to do with it.
OH YEAH. I am going to Frisco tomorrow so I'll tell more about it later | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Time: | 09:25 pm | | Current Mood: | artistic |
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| Well,today my friend Patrick passed away. He was only 16. He would have been 17 in December. He had cancer. We had been expecting it. He was so sweet. But I think it is better this way. He has been suffering for a long time.
Also I haven't been to sool for like a week. I have to go tomorrow though because James says he'll kick my ass and won't let me see Kristyna. ha ha.
Yesterday,I had muh MRI. It was soo sweet. It was like a techno song. Seriously!! It was so cool.I thought I was gonna be all like "WHOA" but it was kick back. But i have to wait for the results.
But yeah. That is it for now. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Alkaline Trio | | Time: | 10:06 am | | Current Mood: | tired |
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| But yeah Yesterday was pretty cool It was my first day of real freedom well i guess i should tell you about the night before first Kristyna called my house at like 2 in the morning and told my brother that someone was at her house she was hella scared and shit James was there but i Guess they didnt know what to do or some thin i dunno the whole story But anyway I called back like right after my brother left and she was like "I cant talk" she sounded hella scared so i was like "do you want me to bring my gun?" she told me yeah i got my gun its only a bb gun but its hella cool looking its a rifle and it has a scope and shit i was bringing it mostly for looks because what the hell am i gonna do with a bb gun? break the skin OH NO!! ha ha but any ways i get there and they are all standing outside chatting i was like wtf it was hella funny i guess it was her dad that she heard so i ran down the street with this big ol' rifle loookin thing and coulda gotten arrested and thrown back in jail but its ok any thing for a friend :) <3<3
but on to the next day i went to my friend Charlotte's little brothers B-days party it was pretty fun i got to see a bunch of the kids i grew up with and my cousin (who has a huge crush on Kristyna)was there he is THE COOLESThe was playing a bunch of alkaline trio songs on the geetar yeah i think he just plays around about liking kristyna though he like s to have fun he might like her but he doesnt like well you know what i am trying to say he blows it out of proportion
then kristyna and james picked me up from there and we drove her to work me and james were like um so wtf are we gonna do we went to IN-N-OUT And i watched him eat like a mad man yeah it was funny then we went to the book store and caused a rucus that was really funny we almost killed this lady books were flying everywhere ok maybe not everywhere but one fell off the shelf and almost capped her it was so fuckin funny we just left after that then we went to pets mart and James had fun riding the saddles and wipping himself it was funny because the people who worked there were like wtf but they didnt say any thing i couldnt stop laughing yeah but i saw all these cut little gerbels(i dunno how to spell that) and i wanted to buy them all and set them free but then i realized that they would get eaten or ran over yeah but then we went back to her work and sat there for like an hour then went back to her place and they(ha ha)packed and i sat on my ass and watched pumkinhead then they took me home and the adventures of o00Deebo00o and jamescreep and kristyna were over well i dont know about them but mine were
I am marrying the presidents son right the freak on or is that his brother i never know these things any more | comments: Leave a comment  |
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